My heart just longs for you ohh Lord
I keep on making the same or different mistake over and over again Lord just like my last employer claimed I was being sloppy and lazy with my work because I didn't like it. I didn't know I would be as sloppy in my walk with you. I can't seem to break this long enough to keep it going.
Lord but my heart just longs for you, It breaks to pieces when I realized how I failed you, and at times can't even face you. The worst part is when I remember that you are with me in every step of the way in every walk I take wrong bad and work.
Work had been my greatest challenge by far I would like to say I left them better than I found them but I am not sure now. I am not just a work in progress Lord I am disaster work.
I believed my core believes are unshakable so even lust wouldn't fail me. But I realized no core belief I had are as strong and as rocky as you.
Its said that being rock bottom brings more success than does being on top but I just realized while my journey started out riding a bike to get to the last goal you wanted me to reach its moved down to walking on a foot in my own two feet. I am not proud or boastful of myself, I just think maybe the foot won't be so bad. The bike doesn't help when I go through rocky maintain my foot will, the bike isn't good during the night my foot is, the bike isn't convenient as I have to pass the lake my foot is.
Although It may take me longer since my foot will be slower than a bike in land, It has to be your will that I use my foot for now for things bike can't help with maybe its the way you planned it for my heart to actually take full responsibility and commitment to finally come to your throne and worship you.
Its for such a time as these where my dry season ends and I enter a different era. The era of my full heart just depending on you Lord.
I keep on making the same or different mistake over and over again Lord just like my last employer claimed I was being sloppy and lazy with my work because I didn't like it. I didn't know I would be as sloppy in my walk with you. I can't seem to break this long enough to keep it going.
Lord but my heart just longs for you, It breaks to pieces when I realized how I failed you, and at times can't even face you. The worst part is when I remember that you are with me in every step of the way in every walk I take wrong bad and work.
Work had been my greatest challenge by far I would like to say I left them better than I found them but I am not sure now. I am not just a work in progress Lord I am disaster work.
I believed my core believes are unshakable so even lust wouldn't fail me. But I realized no core belief I had are as strong and as rocky as you.
Its said that being rock bottom brings more success than does being on top but I just realized while my journey started out riding a bike to get to the last goal you wanted me to reach its moved down to walking on a foot in my own two feet. I am not proud or boastful of myself, I just think maybe the foot won't be so bad. The bike doesn't help when I go through rocky maintain my foot will, the bike isn't good during the night my foot is, the bike isn't convenient as I have to pass the lake my foot is.
Although It may take me longer since my foot will be slower than a bike in land, It has to be your will that I use my foot for now for things bike can't help with maybe its the way you planned it for my heart to actually take full responsibility and commitment to finally come to your throne and worship you.
Its for such a time as these where my dry season ends and I enter a different era. The era of my full heart just depending on you Lord.
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