Life is a complete surprise its nothing like I expected. I want to pray to my dad who just died a two weeks ago. Its amazing miracle but i think my dad is gone to heaven, he is incredibly kind with the with the biggest heart I have heard of or seen. Why is there so little number of those kind of people in the world is not a known answer to ask. But for once in my life I am really questioning whats my purpose in life. I think baba has served his purpose is a least I can say. He is beyond strength and power of his positivity and all the good things that needed appreciation and response and love. I am sure he is in heaven alive and well and watching over me and waiting for me. He is the most holy person I have known and met in my life. Nobody in sight is as warm as you as loving as you as giving as you as intelligent as you. When life is happy I will miss how your presence gave me resilience love joy and relief. And when life is hard I will miss that your presence instilled more confidence and even more solution and strength for my life. You are my world and everything thats good in me and the world. I am missing my soul my father and my sunshine. You engraved intelligence warmth and honesty in me I will never get from anyone else. I miss you daddy.
