FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE

So they told us we are not smart enough and we are not gone cut it for this generation, I am interested in hearing what they have to say but I won't believe it and say that is the truth because the actual truth is that I am fearfully and wonderfully made by God so how can I argue and disagree and say that I am not. No body can prove that I am not fearfully and wonderfully made by God. Even though its a worn out and as old as 2000 year old book that's telling me that I decide to follow and believe it.

I am fearfully and wonderfully made I am little lazy and misguided but I try my best to wake up and forgive the people that I wronged, Even though I have been treated with partiality I go holding my head high and believing I am fearfully and wonderfully made and working as much as I can.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made I trust it because the human race is wrong and has been for a while and they can't even come to a solving so many things, the little things that they are able to do that's been allowed to them through Gods grace of accessing their fearfully and wonderfully made brain. And then turn around to deny God doesn't exist, you are fearfully and wonderfully made by God the one who controls the breathe in our lungs right at this moment the flow of our brain to read right in this moment and then we accept the blood flow in our brain that actually brings the message that God doesn't exist because we can't retain or understand or see or feel or touch him.

My heart just longs for you ohh Lord

I keep on making the same or different mistake over and over again Lord just like my last employer claimed I was being sloppy and lazy with my work because I didn't like it. I didn't know I would be as sloppy in my walk with you. I can't seem to break this long enough to keep it going.

Lord but my heart just longs for you, It breaks to pieces when I realized how I failed you, and at times can't even face you. The worst part is when I remember that you are with me in every step of the way in every walk I take wrong bad and work.

Work had been my greatest challenge by far I would like to say I left them better than I found them but I am not sure now. I am not just a work in progress Lord I am disaster work.

I believed my core believes are unshakable so even lust wouldn't fail me. But I realized no core belief I had are as strong and as rocky as you.

Its said that being rock bottom brings more success than does being on top but I just realized while my journey started out riding a bike to get to the last goal you wanted me to reach its moved down to walking on a foot in my own two feet. I am not proud or boastful of myself, I just think maybe the foot won't be so bad. The bike doesn't help when I go through rocky maintain my foot will, the bike isn't good during the night my foot is, the bike isn't convenient as I have to pass the lake my foot is.

Although It may take me longer since my foot will be slower than a bike in land, It has to be your will that I use my foot for now for things bike can't help with maybe its the way you planned it for my heart to actually take full responsibility and commitment to finally come to your throne and worship you.

Its for such a time as these where my dry season ends and I enter a different era. The era of my full heart just depending on you Lord.